I was filling the coffee pot with water while staring out the
window and watching a squirrel. I
decided to shake things up this time and started yelling "4!" over
and over in my mind until the urge to stop yelled back. I stopped the water and set the pot down to
settle the water. No surprise; it was
precisely on the 4-cup mark, for the millionth time.
Yelling "4!" in my mind was pretty creative, and I
surprised myself when I did it. Most of
the credit had to be given to the fact that I was in a bad mood. Yelling at something, even in my mind, was a
product of my mood, and the coffee water was a safe target. And it kind of made
me laugh at myself. I wasn't really mad,
but I was fed up with how easy it was for me to apply psychic ability to
trivial things and little tests. Why
about bigger things? How hard is it to
open up psychic awareness for real life situations? I appreciated that I had become so good at
this simple use of psychic ability that I could now take it for granted. But it made me think, I really need to be creating new ways of using and testing my
ability. Little tricks and tests were
becoming way too easy for me. I needed
something more challenging.
Little tricks like testing my psychic ability to tell me when the
water level was exactly where I wanted it to be without looking or guessing
were great practice. I hit the mark
every time, no matter how fast or slow the water ran. And I wasn't counting or doing anything else
to time the running water. It didn’t
matter what I used to “turn on” my psychic perception, it worked every time I
applied my intention of doing so. These
little daily tests were becoming insignificant to me. Still amazing, yes, but I needed to figure out
more important uses for applying intention for psychic perception. The coffee water had only been a test, one of
many. I'd use anything I could to
practice my psychic ability on because, after all, being right wasn't my
goal. My goal was solely to learn in
what ways my psychic senses could bring me information that wasn't coming to me
through any of my other normal senses. The
easiness of my simple tests summed it up perfectly….all I needed was the
intention of information through psychic awareness, and opening up the channel
to receive it. It didn’t matter to me
how the information was conveyed, so long as I noticed it. Whatever manner the information came to me, I
accepted as a direct response to my intention.
For instance, with the test of the running water, my intention was
to hit the 4-cup mark perfectly on the line.
So sometimes the urge to stop the running water felt like the gesture of
someone putting their hand up in the air, palm facing outward, the way a
policeman does while directing traffic.
Sometimes the urge to stop felt like the feeling of rushing forward and
suddenly coming to a halt. Sometimes I'd
choose something to stare at and wait for the feeling of my consciousness
zeroing in on the object so acutely as if I were about to have an out-of-body
experience. In this morning's case, the
urge simply felt like the feeling of someone yelling "stop." It wasn't lost on me that my yelling was
responded to with yelling. I was the
creator of my experience, and I was the creator of my Guidance. My psychic guidance was given to me from me,
just me in another perspective. How
could I use this concept to create more challenging experiences for my
project?
I stood there finishing making my coffee while contemplating all
of this. I knew that the signals I'd
receive if I continue to focus my efforts at practice on the coffee water were
quite possibly endless. Or perhaps I'd
grow accustom to one or two more than others and my own preferences would
establish themselves. But my goal in
developing psychic ability wasn't to use it on the coffee water. It was time for me to broaden my targets of
practice once again.
I thought to myself that most of my practice targets were related
to things I was doing on purpose. And
the idea struck me that it would be intriguing to focus on opening psychic
awareness in a more general sense, still related to what I was doing but
without purposely having a known target and specific goal. How could I do that? It would be neat if I could just go about my
day as usual but with an open frame of mind for receiving psychic awareness as
necessary or beneficial to me, without me purposely targeting psychic awareness
in the moment.
Trying to come up with new and challenging ways of using, testing,
and developing psychic ability was a challenge in itself. I was kind of getting bored with just
manipulating my abilities to tell me the results I wanted. I wanted to use it for much more than that. And it wasn't just a matter of manipulating
my focus of awareness to see what lies ahead.
In a way, I wanted to combine the two.
So I had to ask myself, How can I
get what I want without setting out for a specific goal or target? How can I use my ability to not only receive
a specific piece of information that can verify that my psychic perception is
real and trustworthy, but also have it give me something that comes into my
awareness based on what I am thinking, feeling, or doing naturally without
having to force a specific target or goal in mind?
I decided that today I'd just go with the flow of my feelings and
thoughts, doing whatever I felt like at the moment the way a child plays,
moving from one curiosity to another. I
set my intention to move the clutter of thinking and planning aside, and instead
create an open-to-receiving, mindless state of being with the idea that I'd
receive psychic awareness about my future events related to me that were
helpful or beneficial but not something I specifically decided to target.
Whew. Does that sound
complicated enough? I honestly didn't
even think I'd end up with any results, but I did.
Standing in the middle of my kitchen, eyes closed, I let go of the
feelings and thoughts which were causing me to feel emotional. I let go of my typical impulse to plan out
the chores and errands that I'd normally focus on. I focused all my attention and awareness just
on the present moment. I raised my mood
with some loving thoughts and asked myself what I felt like doing. And then I did it.
I played
Plants vs Zombies on the computer, ate the leftover bacon, washed dishes,
polished all my glassware, and then began cleaning the kitchen counters.
I mindlessly stayed in the present moment of what I was doing without thinking
about past or future events, worries, or emotions. My next urge was to
re-arrange my kitchen countertops. I surveyed the space and studied my
options. Not much to work with. But I considered that if I had
another big glass vase like the one housing my ladles, then I could get those
odd-shaped things out of my drawers, like the strainer, the meat hammer, the
potato masher, and all those tall meat skewers.
Then the psychic
thought came into my head, “If you go to the Good Will store, you’ll find an
identical vase.” I was skeptical, but couldn’t ignore the thought that
had popped into my head. It was an exciting feeling. Would
I really find an identical vase to the one I already have or was this just
wishful thinking? I was reluctant to allow myself to go on a little
shopping spree especially since I'd just spent over $900 getting my car
fixed. I kept note of the idea in the back of my mind but decided to
hold off on going shopping.
I then poured
myself some coffee and sat down on the couch to watch television. Nothing
really interesting was on but a 10-minute workout infomercial caught my
eye. I sat and watched the entire thing, already convinced that I
just had to have it but unwilling to justify spending $120 on the DVD's,
recipes, and resistance bands. I got up and moved the corner table
out of the way and tried doing some of the exercises I'd seen. It
was hard to remember how to do them, and I didn't have one of those resistance
bands. Then I thought about the Good Will store and how if I went
there for the glass vase maybe I'd be lucky enough to find a workout
DVD. The psychic thought came to me, “You won't find a DVD but you
will find a good resistance band.” Ok, now it was really getting
exciting, and I had to try and curb my impulse to hop in the car and go. I
decided to hold that thought and really let it sink in. Maybe this
was all just wishful thinking and an excuse to go shopping in order to cheer
myself up for the sad mood I'd been in lately. I didn't want to give
in to bad habits, especially when money was going to be tight for a little
while.
I put the
table back and went to take my shower for the day. I decided that
after my shower I'd work on putting my psychic development notes and book notes
in order and into plastic page protectors so that I could file them into
binders. It was more than a year's worth of paperwork but it really
needed to be done in order to make for easier organization of my psychic
experiences. But after doing my hair and getting dressed the mood
struck me again for listening to my Guidance and heading to the Good Will
store. So I did.
Just as I
reached the parking lot a psychic feeling hit me....that I was going to find a
brand new box of those plastic page protectors. Now that was hard to
believe! This had to be wishful thinking. Why would
there be brand new page protectors at the Good Will store?? I parked
the car and went inside. No workout DVDs whatsoever. I
moseyed around the corner of the aisle and found a nice 3-inch, 3-ring binder
filled with brand new page protectors, and underneath it was a brand new box of
100 of them. Wow! That was quite a lucky
find. I made a beeline for the exercise and sports section of the
store knowing that the resistance band I wanted just had to be
there. But I didn't see one. Hmm. I was so
sure I had felt it would be there. I decided to walk over to the
section with all the vases and glassware and quickly scanned the
shelves. There on the top in the back row was the vase that was
identical to the one in my kitchen. And there was only one like it.
Wow, that was pretty unbelievable. I’d found two of the three things I
was certain would be here. I decided to give it another shot at looking for
that resistance band that I was so certain my Guidance had told me I would
find. And there it was, on the same shelf I had just looked at a few
minutes earlier, staring right at me. During the time I was looking
for my vase someone must have put the resistance band here. I quickly
grabbed it and gave it a good look. Perfect condition and the
perfect size for me. I had to give myself credit for finally
developing my intuition to a workable, successful ability.
On any given
day you can’t just find three uniquely specific things at the Good Will
store. It wasn’t coincidence. It was Guidance.
I believe we
all get these guided suggestions on a regular basis, but most of the time we’re
usually too busy to notice. Or we quickly throw them out and call it
wishful thinking. We allow logical thinking to talk us out of listening
to it instead of listening to our “gut”. Most of the time those gut
feelings are a way our Guidance is trying to get our attention. If you
notice, the way I received my “gut” feelings in this experience was having
those psychic suggestions come into my mind literally as if spoken to me.
It’s always in second person, telling me “You will…” I don’t think to
myself in second person. If I plan on doing something, the thought is
like, “I think I should run a load of laundry.” Or, “I wonder what I
should make for dinner tonight.”
From the
looks of my progression of psychic experiences over the years, I can see that
in the beginning I wasn’t getting the direct guided-thought kind of
experiences. I was getting inspiration or ideas, or gut feelings, or
coincidences. Like maybe, instead of the direct suggestions to go to the
Good Will store I might instead have ended up going there for another
reason. Say perhaps while visiting my mom she might have wanted to stop
there. And while there I might have accidentally come across those very
things. And while coming across them I would feel myself thinking, “Wow,
that’s neat. I was just thinking about wanting to do some exercises with
a resistance band. Maybe I should get this one.” Or, “There’s a
vase that’s identical to the one in my kitchen. That’s funny. I
should get it because it would not only match the one I already have but it
would help me clean up some clutter.” Or, “Wow, a box of brand new page
protectors! What a great find. I certainly can use them, and it’s a
fraction of what I’d pay in a retail store.” I’d be happy for the lucky
finds, and enjoy that “what a coincidence” feeling. But I’d probably not
have put two and two together and realized that I was guided to finding
them.
It has taken
me several years to learn how to put two and two together. And in that
process I’ve seen the way my psychic coincidences, ideas, and nudges, have
turned into full-blown visions, feelings, and words, being given to me
seemingly from someone else! Sometimes in the form of The Voice which sounds
like someone speaking directly into my ear. I think these are truly
special and incredible experiences, and I’m grateful for them. But I
don’t think they are only for special or select people. I really do
believe that everyone has basic psychic ability and experiences, but developing
your senses and skill is something you have to work on and want to work
on. There are genuinely some who are born so gifted that it just comes
naturally. But I’ve heard some of those people say, “What I do is a
gift. I don’t know how I do it.” Well, I want to make people aware
that the average person can do it too. I want to tell you that you can
have these gifts too. Your senses of perception are what you make
them. If you want to have better eyesight you can wear glasses. If
you want to hear better you can wear hearing aids. If you want to work on
your health and strength, you can do things to improve them. Well why not
improve your psychic senses of perception? What do you want to use them
for if you could? What do you think you’ll gain or learn from doing
so? How will it change you or your beliefs about reality?
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